Devious Journal Entry

I know I havent been on in like forever, and my dream (JOB) to be a video game designer, do it for a living, or at least make it like LoL (Legue of legends). By all means by that I mean, free but depending on how difficult it is, I wont even bother doing Multiplayer.
                       I threw down couple of ideas on a piece of paper, and NO im not saying the storyline, all im going to do is say what I MAY use to make this "game".

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Panda3D (I heard it was easy to use, as im gaining experience at the moment)


Python (I also heard it was a coding language, as I would resort to that if I HAVE to)


Blender ( I have no idea how to use this. Well hopefully learn to make models IN it)


C+++ (I think thats what its called. Another coding language like Java :/)


JAVA (Ugh, this really hates me, I would HATE to use Java coding for ANYTHING.)


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If it IS possible, I CAN open a few spaces for people to help out in the project. I cant say "Im going to pay you this" or, "im going to give you a...."

This is just going to be a "FIRST TIMER" thing, and if it goes into something REALLY HUGE, I MEAN, LIKE.... SKYRIM.. You got a 40% chance of getting something. I cant say "YES" because, family isnt going well, blah blah blah. Yet >.> I barel afford internet.~




~~~~~~~~~~~POSSIBLE SPACES~~~~~~~~~~

              Someone who can create models on Blender or another program


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